| | This is scary. I don’t
want to write a diary. As long as your thoughts are on paper, it’s
fine. But diaries? A lot of assignments I don’t feel like doing ,
but this is the first one that makes me want to run. The thoughts I’m
having now are bad ones. I can’t write them. And yet… I have the
desire to write the best diary of all. I want to be good. Wrong. I want to be terrific. Wrong. I have to be terrific. And that’s wrong. I
can feel that I’m going to pay. Some awful price is waiting for me,
like a monster in the dark.
- Juvenilia, Chapter 1
This is the umpteenth time I've felt this way. My morale has been lowered impeccably during the last few days. Not comfortable with sharing, just so you know, it involves a hell lot of drama, relationship problems and disturbing revelations about both my physical and mental health from various sources.
Yeah.
And being sick with the flu today does not help to improve my mood. :/
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